If I have to.. I will..

"Till now I guess I still have a crush on him…"
*bestfriend suddenly tap follow on IG*
My face was 😳
“Now you cannot unfollow cos he will know.. And he will think you are weird if u tap unfollow”
But still, I’m glad she did that for me… I wouldn’t has that courage to tap it myself.


Messed up my life when I made many bad decisions in 2012..

Who can keep me grounded?

Who will stand by me, no matter what?

If I mess up again in 2013, will you leave me?


Fuck this shit!

Never thought I will say this so soon. But I HATE MY JOB!

Wtf did I actually sign up for?
First, a sales targeted job which I pretty much want to avoid..
Second, a company that has no structure no proper training no professionalism.
Me! I like to be organized, I like to have a clear target and guidelines.
Call me a loser, but hey, people have their own style of work.
Third, everyday I walk into office, is like walking on thin ice.
I have to see if your precious BDM is in a perfect mood to work.
She is overly sensitive and overly pampered by you.
Then I have to please u in ridiculous ways. You say you will give me opportunity and time to progress, since I said I really am not ready to take on so much responsibilities.
EMPTY PROMISE, MERE LIP SERVICE!
I struggled at work despite returning with a weak condition, just so you can ease the worry of your impulsive plan to hire KIDS to do telemarketing!
I had no say in hiring them, neither I had say in the amount of training.
You say β€œyou are ultimately responsible for the girls”
Okay then fine, since you say I am responsible, I will terminate myself and the girls!
You have ZERO appreciation of what your employees are doing for u.
All you like is people boot licking you and never want to challenge you.
Fuck myself in accepting this job way too fast!
I gave up CLEO magazine marketing job for this shit job!
I freaking hate you!

I will leave! I won’t stay if I’m not needed. Good luck in running ur business the way you are handling now. People will spit at your company name. Quality products? I doubt so! Quality services? ARE YOU MAD?!


I will be stronger and wiser. πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ

I will be stronger and wiser. πŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺπŸ’ͺ


It has been the oldest love
And the newest one.
It has also been the last love and the newest one.
Is this a sign?
Will T and R approve?


One awesome LOB weekend, another achievement! ADVANCED OPEN WATER DIVER YO!!! Wheee!! (Taken with Instagram)

One awesome LOB weekend, another achievement! ADVANCED OPEN WATER DIVER YO!!! Wheee!! (Taken with Instagram)


A part of me still lights up instantly when I see your smile, R.
A part of me misses the times we had, memories we had.
A part of me wishes something turn out different 4 years ago.
My fav superhero sidekick.


Fearless, I think I’m learning to be.
I take on adventures I have never planned to.
I stand brave in front of extreme roller coaster.
Cos I don’t sense any fear in speed, height and free falling.
It’s true that I can’t stand with people who don’t share my excitement and joy.
So I choose to stay away, I choose to keep my opinions to myself.
I love adrenaline rush!
It keeps me alive!
I love the endorphin kick!
It makes me more confident!


Dinner date with the girls πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„ (Taken with Instagram at Loola’s by Awfully Chocolate)

Dinner date with the girls πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜„ (Taken with Instagram at Loola’s by Awfully Chocolate)


My bath&body works collection! Teehee!  (Taken with Instagram)

My bath&body works collection! Teehee! (Taken with Instagram)